im dun wanto be a dreamer

i wanto be a doer.
someone who sets goal and achieves em
sch hasnt been right.
i haven been attending classes like i ought to
7 mods and 2 day week is wrong.
technically im not working so academics shd be my priority
but truthfully,
pm lee hsien loong also said tt "while education is important,
certification is not the only route to success."
(its the easy way out)
and i rationalise with myself tt i only need a pass with merit.
i can do so with pretty gross grades
but its so not right
at the same time sch sucks big time

i have alot of things to learn
i score 1.34 on neuroticism
am i calm?


i drown myself in the sea of fictitious charactors created by others.