ride away on a horseback

haven been this tired for a long time

i realised tt i had nv wished for an extra hour before
in fact i thot it was quite stupid.
if u need more time,
it reflects on ur time management
now im e one

it would be great if i am someone who only need 6 hrs or sleep a day
poof.

i think its the little things tt takes it toll
overloaded semester
some extra certification to proof tt i did some stuffs during uni life
tuition
trival but accumulating
of course,
the 3 hrs on e road when i go to sch doesnt help

its ok!
hang in there me love!
if others can do it
so could i!

you can't be successful with just 50 percent of the population participating in decision-making

now tt i got another gmail acct,
i keep losing the posts!
its so troublesome!
tsk

anw,
my friend is pregnant!
7 mths alr some more!
and she's taking it super easy!
good good!
ha..

we still look e same plus e ultra radiant one!

jac jen yati

and some numbers made me really happy today!
whee!

but still i need to go to sch.
boo!

im feeling a little jittery today
have to do something illegal and im feeling a little bit scare
tt is to sit in for class as g
all i can say..
wish me luck!!

eat pray love

u know im super easily influenced
i wanto travel alone!
take a flt alone!
walk around alone!
for as long as i can stay!
but i dun dare!
flying allows me to go to diff countries and visit diff places sometimes by myself.
i went to the 'window shopping' in amsterdam by myself
i braved the metro in paris getting lost getting to the destination by myself.
i lugged my cargo bag from london airport to the hotel by myself!
these r like training.
right?
i can do it!
but to leave knowingly takes alot of guts.
will i gather enough guts?

anw,
i tell u all where i wish to go ok!
i die also wanto go ATHENS!
but june is seriously hot!
i'll be burnt by the time i get back!
its like 23-36 degrees!!
i'd braved 38 degrees before its bad but not dire yet!
or mayb i'll save it for michy ly lavi and li:)

then then.
i wanto go to siem reap seriously
the temple that's supported by giant tree roots
sunrise sunset
i wanto let my eyes feast!

SPAIN!
espano!

my god.
taj mahal in dehli,
the 1 metre giant flower from nearby msia

its jus the whole idea of taking off alone la.

im 23,
next year 24?!
shouldnt i go when i still have the energy to run away from danger rather then when im old and frail and 40?!

took it harder than i thought

words are to be spoken with care and considerations
jokes guided by selection
recipent vouched for


offense may be taken at the absence of intent


like seedlings it grows and strengthen thru negativity


most dire of all it ripples and disseminates
infecting its surrounding
i can understand why but i dun feel good at the receiving end
disturbing thoughts arises
and now dropped
for it perpetuations the former

leave it and the water will calm


i hope


委屈

there are new surprises everyday

my surprises today didnt come too pleasant
from all realms!
and i found something that i wan online!
whee!

dam da da da da da da dam
da da da da dam~

its mid week

we did the longest stretch of LIGHTED candles

hello my friends!
its halfway thru my recess week
im seriously worried now!
i have alot of missed lectures to catch up.
untouched readings to get accquainted with.

while muggins i realised tt mcCafe is really not bad:) esp the white chocolate mocha!

its sept its sept!

they were so young!

a myraid of side dishes

super bland rice but supported by ultra tender beef

tom yum soup

i cant believe it.

i got a frigging C+ for an assignment.

its like by far the worst grade that i ever had in uni la!

am officially in the catergory to cushion the rest.

oh my tian.

its damn jialat.

i have to S/U it.

theatre is damn right not my field.

experience my ass.

pui!

i mustnt be down, its bday mth after all!

HUILI'S DAY!

i like this trio!

i wanto rmb how large this pizza is!!
HUILI!! YOU'VE GROWN UP TO BE SUCH A PRETTY GIRL!!!!
So serious leh..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET @ PEPPERONI!

we bankrupt ourselves with plain water

li & i

my pretty li!

your birthday is such a beautiful day!
i hadnt felt this happy for a long time!!
love!

May all the good things come to you like bees to honey:)

im dun wanto be a dreamer

i wanto be a doer.
someone who sets goal and achieves em
sch hasnt been right.
i haven been attending classes like i ought to
7 mods and 2 day week is wrong.
technically im not working so academics shd be my priority
but truthfully,
pm lee hsien loong also said tt "while education is important,
certification is not the only route to success."
(its the easy way out)
and i rationalise with myself tt i only need a pass with merit.
i can do so with pretty gross grades
but its so not right
at the same time sch sucks big time

i have alot of things to learn
i score 1.34 on neuroticism
am i calm?


i drown myself in the sea of fictitious charactors created by others.

high blood pressure

my heart is bleeding!!
%*(!&@%!
$$$ have wings!

what am i to do

without you..

greed

recently i got aqquainted with greed
its hard to make it in life without it,
but excess of it will mask ur judgement
big time, Boo!!
either way,
i learnt something valuable
i have to remind myself constantly!

ps: i am secretly enjoying all these numeric hyperventilation

there's so much excitement and adrenaline

but once is enough.

i dun wanto learn it the harder way

YOG hockey

its held in sengkang! ha..
the board is too small, but its SIN vs BEL (1:6)

pretty good weather before it began to rain

felicia chin!

i saw felicia chin in sch!
she's at central library as i type!
ha..
i tried so hard not to look alr!
but i cannot resist!
and guess what!
i smiled at her but she nv smile back!
she must be hating all these attention!
i've got so much empathy!
ha..

anw,
to all concern bout thy little pig rhino!
he went to e vet yest!
the vet diagnosed him as pretty healthy but mayb stress!
got a jab he poor child
but still not eating heartily as before!

fyi,
i dislike sch as much as ever

paranoia

rhino is sick:(
i think he is having some sort of teeth issue
he is less active,
eating speed has reduced tremendously
and the most notable symptom is that he is gradually losing weight
a number 1 tell tale sign of a sick guinea pig!
and i dun know if im being paranoid or what
little butter's babies are not out yet
i feel that her stomach has shrunked
most imptly,
i didnt manage to feel her babies moving!
so worried.

i'll most probably be the control freak kind of parents who are highly susceptible to over exhaustion

back to sch

sch starts tmr which explains why i feel so blue
hais.
and my mods aint even settled yet!
chances tt i get my first choice are so slim..
and tt is so annoying!
i hope i have enough points to bid for what i wan!

chinchillas!

they're damn smart!
kandrid playing dead

stuck in a boxed up world

i realised tt being poor is a horrible horrible plight to be in.
now tt i am not earning dough
i cant get what i wan.
nor can i get others what they wan
initially i am too idealistic unrealistic
i learnt from 2 years of work hiatus.
independence is crux!
all e world please watch and see!
hear me rawr when im released!

m1's ad

this is on a public bus!

can u please tell me what is m1 trying to convey?

amazing finds

this is such a puny little tictat!

its hard not to be amazed by it

so many flavors some more leh!

and now sch yakun actually serve in such cute little take-away friendly container!

u wont believe it!

everything is failing!

wallet and bags both peeling leh!

i wish i had a cane

my mother jus turn thy house into a day care or kindergarden.
because she is god damn free now,
my uncle left his 3 kids oldest 5 of age in our hse.
its a diaster in my eyes.

5 reasons why they are annoying:
1) i came home to know that the took over my room
2) they bang on my piano with oh so oily hands
3) rhino and butter are being tortured
4) incessant chatter when im rushing 3 pieces of work due tmr
5) yelps and screams and shrieks

*exhale~

mayb there's a reason

i mustnt be too quick to judge.

doll up and things will be alright

michele will NEVER treat me like that!

best of all she turn down e invitation! utter disbelief.
i dun feel like smiling entertaining and making small talks.


sometimes life sucks.

mayb its jus hormones inbalance.

im sure it'll be way better than anticipated!!

PLUMP UP!!

can u believe it!
i had a put on weigh mission!
wow!
cause a dear friend of mine huili leow says tt i am scrawny!
i did a poll and nobody thinks im scrawny HUILI!
either way i think a little more weight would do no harm!
i dun like bones either!
i wish that i have small face and an even baba body!

anw,
i finally get to understand what the skinny pple who are desperately trying to put on weight feels like!
its v tiring.
and expensive.
bottomline is tt i makes me feel fortunate.
i'd rather have a choice to plump up then struggle with weightloss like how it is when i got back from China!

a portion from e past

if im not wrong its ex-dps sector

can u believe it
out of so many flts possible and i met my cousin with no prior arrangements!
(*huili: i shriek so loudly and uncontrollably as usual.)
and this photo was taken when im still on probation!!
its damn long ago!
and i only got it today!
so cool right!


this photo tells me how much i miss male, taipei and sfo.
my top 3 favorite

and the best trips tt i ever had was on
zurich - mt titlis
san francisco - fisherman wharf
dubai - desert tour
istanbul - its sheer beauty
texas - rodeo fair
moscow - gwen
male - clear blue sea tt makes sentosa/east coast totally worthless

today i miss flying
because project sucks big time

down

since im so free these days,
ive been reading covering 3 books in 5 days?
have those boring monotonous academic readings dull my knack for writing?
not tt i have much flair for it to begin with
but it kindof futher deteriorate it.
bad omen.
i've got another year of sch to hang on to
and instead of honing my skills im going downhill
down down rolling

personality analysis

this is according to big-five dimension,
i got a shock whne i saw tt my neuroticism scale is e lowest in class
thankfully lower score reflect increasing stability
otherwise i might be carrying a dagger in my bag
ha..

im nt sure if u can read those scratches
but someone in class has no complains about his/her life
7/7 for life satisfaction
tt person is e role model of contentment

im usually v nice and patient towards my friends.
usually

when im bored

did u notice the ultra small grape on e right?

crocodile is e most trusted brand for fathers!
giant pad alert! honestly, who uses such gigantic pad?! it can bandage my whole face la! ha..

me

. ka ewmai

end of special term part 1

special term part 1!
its finally over!
can u totally believe it?
the termpaper tt i rushed out, 3 hrs before submission did above average?
and for only attending half e tutorials..
i actually got 12/15 for participation??
while there're pple with 2 points!!
OMG!
i cannot believe my luck!!
its good tt i was an active child during e first tutorial!
whee!

but then again,
i thot tt i was pretty gone with all these CA tt makes up 60% of e grade.
i slacked for e exam.
shit.

giant fish at ion

my already disfigured hand had to deteriorate further with another scar.
the peeing and shitting monsters!

rhino boy!

look at butter, she's plotting something against rhino! i can see it in her eyes!

their homely den

special term part 2 is starting on monday.

*poof

dumpling festival's legend

i haven show u guys my hfmd infested hands right!

look at that!

these photo do no justice to the heaps of spots tt i have!

anw,

Happy Dumpling festival to all!!

old mother told me that if i use e dumpling festival's rain water to wash my face,

i'll grow prettier!

its a legend!

and tt's e first thing that i did!

*so shy

hees.

then she told me dad to wash too!

but she told him tt it is for good luck.

oh wells!

its all good stuffs la!

legend no 2:

georgia told me that we shd eat lychee today to clear our sins!

i got to swallow 2 baskets full of it la!

so sinful!

ha..

can someone motivate me to study hard please.

exams on fri and i hardly attended class.

let alone all e readings.

why did i choose to come back to sch?

such a price to pay for pride face and ego.

right now,

its not worth it.

i jus needed a short break from work!

2 years seems too much.

too taxing.

too tedious!

boo!!

may e power of dumpling festival's rainwater washes my ordeal away!

i have pictures of rhino and butter to share!

will do it v v soon!

HFMD

i am down with hand foot and mouth disease
this total up to 9 casualties in my family!
and yes
adults will get it too!

$$$

there is so much frugality in my life now.
humpfus.
but.
it is no time to whine!
time to kick my butt and find dough!!
but can u believe it,
i sent my resume to kelly services and they ask if i wanto do retail.
u might jus see me in hangten.
*grit teeth.

mohandas gandhi

i am very much disturbed by the newly published book on mohandas gandhi.
titled: Gandhi: Naked Ambition
go read about it it'll shock u i promise!
this post independence sage protrayal of him
contrasted with his bedroom happenings
no one's perfect
but then again,
it might not be wrong its jus
a v diff approach?
anw, the choice of using this photo as a cover is so apt for this book.
modernised barrister vs loin-clothed mahatma

grandma

i hope the thurs britain election goes well and rough out the uncertainty

finances are riding on it!

a piece of grandma with me

iron man 2

i prefer iron man 1!
but the charactor tony stark said something v v intriguing
"i managed to privatise world peace"

fair

words are like nails on fence.
once spoken the holes will always be there.

anw,
on a side note.
look at her!
omg!
she's like the prettiest acquaintance that i have!
she's really pretty in real life!
seems like a nice person too!
married alr!
hope she'll nv ever sees this or i'll be like a freaky psychotic stalker!
ha..

i love my biscuit watch!

i insisted that i must have this watch!
jus look at it!
there're flowers ribbons BISCUIT crystals pearls CAKE ... ...
so so so irresistable!!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WsV9EqOUoAA
this link.
u all must go and see k!
brown eyed girls ada saya's second love ima wa!

Sumi gapa Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
Mami apa Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
Siganeun tto Tic Toc heulleoman ga Tic Toc
Deullini nae Sign, Sign, dot dot dot dot dot

Dot dot dot dot dot majimotaeseorado
Dot dot dot dot dot nareul han beon bwa bwa
Hwanhaetdeon nareul bwa ireoke na byeonhaega
Amu mal motago dot dot dot dot dot

It's me babogachi nunmulman peongpeongpeong heullineun naya
Nan all day and all night
Eoduun bangane itgiman hae not all right
Amuri malhaedo nae mameul wae molla
Ilbun ilchoui sungansungani naui gaseumeul joyeowa

Seureureuk gamgineun naui du nuni
Jureureuk heullineun naui nunmuri
Idaero kkeuchirange duryeowo nan modeunge
Ireon nal guhaejwo jebal

Sumi gapa Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
Mami apa Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
Siganeun tto Tic Toc heulleoman ga Tic Toc
Deullini nae Sign, Sign, dot dot dot dot dot

Dot dot dot dot dot motan mareun manheunde
Dot dot dot dot dot jebal deureo bwa bwa
Ireoke nareul bwa moreuneun cheok hajima
Modeungeol irheun nal dot dot dot dot dot
Geudaen ijeneun anayo nae mam
Sucheonbeon gobaekhaenne nan
Neoreul hyanghan sarangui ssain
Did you get my sign? sign?
Niga isseoya ireo ireo na na
Niga eobseo sireumsireum arha
Oemyeonhaji mayo nal
I want you by my side, side

Pareureu tteollineun naui ipsuri
Harureul beotiji motal simjangi
Idaero meomchuneunge duryeowo na modeunge
Ireon nal guhaejwo jebal

Sumi gapa Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
Mami apa Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
Siganeun tto Tic Toc heulleoman ga Tic Toc
Deullini nae Sign, Sign, dot dot dot dot dot

Naeane niga tto chaoreunda
Sumeul kkok chamgo neol chamabonda
Neol bonaemyeon muneojil nal aljanha jebal

Sumi gapa Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
Mami apa Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
Siganeun tto Tic Toc heulleoman ga Tic Toc
Deullini nae Sign, Sign, dot dot dot dot dot

Sumi gapa Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
Mami apa Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
Siganeun tto Tic Toc heulleoman ga Tic Toc
Deullini nae Sign, Sign, dot dot dot dot dot

i used to fly:)

you know,
today i was talking to a friend also an ex-crew
she mention how her nails are nursed back to health
and how there's more volume to her hair alr!
ha..
it was so fun jus reminiscing about the past!
i paxed on her flt to lhr!
6 days the longest pattern there is!
those primart frenzy and stonehenge trips
nice!

i realised that i am so glad that i was a crew once!
once is enough nothing more!
but jus so glad!
there's so much travelling done and the things one sees and lived through is large.
so happy!

its also so damn funny jus thinking back about the nitty rubbish and mistakes i made!
i was so cock on my first flt that i actually gave a passenger a bag of sponge when giving out ear piece!
ha!!

once,
i was so paranoid about checking for hotel room safety that after i insert the hotel card into the power slot..
i turn ard to lug my cargo bag in,
then i turn in time to see the door close in my face!
i was lock out of the room!
HA..
got to go down and collect keys again!
so paisay!

i have the habit of running hot water to the brim of the bathtub first before draining it away and using it!
there was drought in brisbane then and signs of saving water every where!
but, i totally forgot that i run water until i saw water flowing out of the bath room into the room!!!
so much for drought!

and not to mention,
once i was soaking in the bathtub and i fell asleep!
guess what!
i slipped into the bathtub and nearly drown!!
sounds funny now right!
but its so scary know!
imagine waking up and u cant breathe and there's so much water!
and and,
you're naked and and its so wet!
its like a horror film!!

then then,
there's this instance whereby i actually wore the hotel room slippers out right into the shopping street in brisbane!
i was so worried that people will notice la!
its like wearing hotel slippers in orchard road leh!
omg.

other instances..

sometimes things get so confusing and mixed up esp on 4 sectors flts!
u know how good my sense of direction was,
i was staying in hilton in seoul i think,
when i reach frisco,
i was lost and naturally i thought that i was still staying in hilton,
so i asked for directions to head there.
only to find it so weird when i step into the hotel lobby!
looks so different!
and then i realised th grave mistake!
so late alr and so cold then know!

these are jsu the bulk of memories that i rmb,
can u imagine putting all that i've forgotten and missed out tgt?
tsk tsk tsk.

anw,
so many many good things happened!
been to effiel tower not once but thrice!
dine at yummy places all over e world.
feeling lazy?
jus call for room service.
no wonder its a lifestyle job that people gets addicted to.

but.
to report for flt all over again.
No.
been there done that is more than good enough for me:))

hello world!

hello people!

its been a while ya!

been busy with dun know what!

exams round the corner!

i kindof like exams thou!

i hope there's no lectures, no tutorials jus pure exams!

that would be perfect!

dice and i decided to bring rnb out for a holiday! wow!

and of course we need to bathe them and make fun use of the facilities!
they are natural swimmers! but she's so scare!

clean rhino with his treat! still so fat without its fur!

tour of goodwood park hotel starting from loo!

so homely seriously! with a full service kitchen

double storey with bedroom upstairs

the room is so cosy and warm but the exterior corridor shocked me!

behind the wooden binds lies a HUGE balcony!

Happy Birthday!

cooked by missy jun!

classic

all e photos

what's everyone doing u tell me!