what do i fear phone calls?

the thought of labour dulls me.
bores me
and intoxicates me.
but i know that things aint as bad as it seems.

loves.

and indeed im exceptionally grumpy when im sleepy.
at least to those that im close to.
so should it be classified under good or bad?
i dun know.

its time to hit the sack.

cannot find means cannot find.

nus's freaking creepy with all the dummies hanging from trees!
what a way for halloween!

and its so hard to find a porn magazine!
like seriously!
from jb to chinatown to liang court and town!
we're so prime and proper.

its time to bath and sleep.

Betsuni .

a nobody that's conceited and imbecile.
so am i.
what's more.
you know my pedigree.

i dun like crows. but i do not fear them.

i wonder if the medicine's helping.

the cleanser makes my face goes from matt to oily!

performed a mini op on myself to remove the white head on thy eyelid.

succeed 100%

ya the white speck is the thing.

look at my swan!

i watched it off a taiwan variety show!

its easy!

that's an apple! in captivity.

im so excited bout the pressie that im getting for roy!
its 21st afterall so i reckon he needs something intriguing.
haha..
if it fails, it'll be 1 year of FHM.
god bless me.

she's not been kind

i guess i wont need to panic even when im obnoxiously obese.

off the walls of marina square

in the end it can be bought in sin.
so much for my adventure fun.
mayb i'll go in search of those ah-ji-pa-liang ones!
embrace youth!

bitch in heat.

the crowd yest's weird.
and a phrase that i'd been reading off books "bitch in heat" was so applicable yest!
i dun mean any bad connotation..
its jus..
befitting.
im going to knock some sense out of her.
alcohol doesnt do good.

and it reminds me of a new diction that i learnt from the book.
fornication
i dun agree nor do i disagree.

im leading a granny lifestyle now.
even thou i reach home at 6,
i woke up at 9+ and set off to treat my face.

pimply face without cosmetics.

it doesnt look v bad but cause of the rash and all its terrible!
and there's all these white spots!
i had to do something.

something turns out to be Many things! punctual no more!

Dr Ong says that its complicated.
there's pimple on rash.
and your face is v dry.
but she's a nice lady.
may my complexion heal!

daily dosage of vitasoy!

i love mailing jun and mei and all!

loves!

life's good:))

Good morning guys!
its such happy times now!
ha..
enjoyment everyday!
went to this chinatown steamboat place..
to think we nv ordered bean sprout before!
its. Huge.

look at the giant brean sprout!

i have to record their exsistence before i have the heart to discard them.
humm..
i dun think anyone can see anything from this picture!
so i had to illustrate for you.
abby my brother's hamster escaped and this is the work of my parents.
a hamster trapped under the food cover and secured with a chopper board.
lets talk about hygience later.

abby's called abby because of chicken little.

yest's ktv was kindof fun thou it's arctic.
Mama Mia really lift my spirit!

may i club successfully later!

oh yes!
hui li is the sweetest child on earth!
she replies msges instantaneously now!

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!

yo momma jokes!

you're so fat that you need to apply deoderant with a mop!
wth!!
its freaking funny la!
really.
go read yo momma jokes!
it makes your day and paint it in crude colours!

anw..
there's this shop in lucky chinatown really sells cheap cosmetics and perfumes!
mayb i jus handcuffed some $$

im going on a diet!
perpectually.
tsk.

haven start on my lovely book yet.
and the project thingy has alr taken its toll on me before even commencing on it officially..
is that a bad premonition?
tsk tsk.

tmr will be a even better day!

i intended to blog everyday.

there are so many items on the agenda!
mayb that's why im starting to enjoy this one year vacation!
hees.!

there was this casting for Nee Ann Poly and its so hilarious i swear!
i should do more of such things to get the once in a lifetime experience!
one against 10 "directors"
had to do a monologue and act out a script followed by an impromptu situation.
nerve wrecking-ly funny.

did a photoshoot too!
weirdest pose ever!
but it was a v v fun thing too!!
first time ever!
its like..
"more intense"
"mood"
?? ?
i jus wan to get the portfolio for free!
but i doubt they'll give it to me.
still,
hope the photos are fine.

i've decided to do the project for a small fee!
exercise my brain!

met up with mich too!
its been so long dear!!
love love LOVE YOU!

despite the desperate attempt to clean up.

she cant hid the fact that she totally love the mole! she thinks it rock socks!

"you're so fat that the photos that i took with you last year.

its still printing!!"

contentment; im leading a good life

everyday.
i wake up.
i relax.
i do what i wan.
i read.
i watch tv.
i do some work work.
i help my friends do some work.
i scout for easy jobs.
i entertain myself.
i meet my friends.
i am a happy child.

and i finally have some idea bout the unrest in myanmar.
i hope Mr. Gambari will succeed.
he's an interesting man with astonishing background.
and he's 63.

should i exercise my brain and do some work for pple?
its illegal and not ethical.
but its good exercise and only a pass is required.
if im ruminating so much..
does it mean im tempted?

an eventful day!

Did a number of things yest!
had yummy lunch and heard freaking cool stuffs!
its kindof nice to have nothing to do at times.

went to this really laidback cafe with gwen:)

have you ever regretted the steps that you take? i kindof enjoy mine:) mayb its my mentality that the road nv ends.

what the airport is like at wee hours. souless. this is one of what i sent in! may i get it:) ive got to master the skill of not smiling. This person doesnt look like me.

im so into vitasoy now that i shall do a commercial ad for it!
since im so free now!
any helpers?
i think it'll be fun!

anw..
i think resident evil is the sort of movie that i can take!
Shutter is still giving me creeps!
all thanks to cui!

im really excited bout the lymph node exercise tmr!
may i shed abandon and cast the excess fats away!
woo hoo!

Bt Batok CSC tree house

It's bryan's 1st birthday today!
its was so fun!
all the slides, tunnel, swimming, squirting, bowling

and the best part is,
they still kindof treat me like a kid.
everything's free:)))

family:)

anw..
im so glad that i got the audition!
thou its jus a 1 time event..
hees.!

and i dun wanto continue doing freelance for airport anymore!
mono.

your change is bothering me.

if i am wrapped up in myself.
u seem to be getting too full of yourself.
flair varies in different peeps.
dun let arrogance masque u like a bridal veil.
or am i being too sensitive?

maybe its jus the hormones.
i hope
sincerely

am i in a safe neighbourhood?

If im ever rape and murdered,
that guy from this unit could be one of the suspects.
i cant stand the way he peeps over and is there a need to look for so long?

taken out of my window

if u meet an old flasher ard 40+ 50,

he could be the same guy still at large.

and if my house is ever burnt down,

it could jolly well be the loan shark who's after my immediate neighbour,

old father smelt kerosene!

and if there's a stalker who follows you all the way to your house level,

my goodness,

take his no. and report him.

should had done that.

alone in the house with all the loan shark nonsense is reviving bad memories!

anw,

carlos describe snow as 'God's dandruff.'

how captivating is it!!

loves!!

cant wait for tmr to come:))

story book

When there's nothing to do,
you should always seek solace in books.
fiction ones
woo!

the shadow of the wind by carlos ruiz zaron
a book that i pick out years ago but nv bring myself to finish it.
i do not why for its such a book

the story unveil itself with such grace and length that really caught me.
but at a point of time, it seems like a cliche plot,
those in a slow paced old english movie.
then again its cliche lines were delivered with such skill and elegance
it was this force that kept me reading and investigating with growing inertia.
all the twists and gaps were smooth and match perfectly.
really.
The authur has such a flare for language that makes me jealous!

i will not talk about the content so that you guys can enjoy the book too!
besides, there 's such coincidence that both books that i read recently involves harami,
mayb its a new fav with authurs.

a good book is one that plays a movie in your mind

Arab street is so fun!

Cui with the henna mayb i use to be an indian!

Swimming swimming to lose that extra pound!

yeah!

you're pitiable.

Assiduous buyer. so?
You're Green as ignited by envy.
Red and fully engulf in smoking fumes of anger.
blue for you're suffocating in your own fantasy.
colours doesnt brighten up your world
u are pitiable
i hope you'll never strike
to dwell

tramatized. then bewildered.

its the uniform again. (2:30pm)
A took the unifom B left behind that's meant for C.
now i've got to go to D to get the uniform and pass it to C.

the point is, it revolves around him again.
there's jus such coincidence man.
but i hope there's no unhappiness amongst them.

jus when i typed this..
the phone rang. (2.45pm)
it seems like they are picking a fight.
not exactly, but jus unhappiness.

i'm going down now. (4.02)
wish me luck.
i need every single bit of them.

conclusion of the commotion is.. (6.07pm)
"i have no idea how u guys made it into an issue"

punch cards = money$$

There's always such joy when it comes to pay summary! Even though the fitting of shifts brings forth such strain to thy small eyes.
Dun you so agree michele!! :))
*keCHING!

i am disfigured. it jus sprang out overnight u know!

artistic vibe is overwhelming today!

What lies beneath the mascot?
Dice's desires to wear true bra and panty
together with Cui's hunger for zebra print!
no point hiding in strawberry or pear costumes.
i see right through you!
woo..
i may not be a photographer but im an artist.

today is a happy day:)